MUNCHxKINAlmost show tiiime~ praying to the double reed gods that my reed doesn’t die in the middle of the concert 😩 #ionlyhaveonegoodreed #wagner #shostakovich #paganini #alittlediddlycalledfirefly (at UCLA Schoenburg Hall)
If it takes forever, I will wait for you.
For a thousand summers, I will wait for you
Til you’re back beside me, til I’m holding you.
Til I hear you sigh here in my arms.
In honor of Mark’s outstanding performance tonight as the troubled “friend” in LCC’s Antoinette Society of Friends. He lovingly belted a few bars of this tune. Yep, my mentor’s awesome.
Another fantastic performance by @lcctheatre ☺ He’s a busy little bee nowadays, but I’m really happy for him and all of his little victories. Super proud to call him Mentor. Love ya Mark! 😘 #theend (at De Neve Auditorium)
Any time is a good time for some LIGHTS. Missed her livestream last week, but class was cancelled today so I thought I’d check out what I missed. She never fails to amaze me. Even during the most terrible of struggles, she always finds a way to lift my spirits.
Check it out here.
Oh, and just a quick btdubs: the new Daft Punk album is waaay too overhyped. It isn’t bad, but not good enough for the intense recognition it’s getting imo.
Hey there, cool guy! Busy tonight? Tomorrow night? Go to LCC’s final performance of the school year. De Neve Auditorium. Come. Watch my mentor be awesome. Sit next to me and enjoy the awesomeness. Absorb the awesomeness and BE awesome. K, see you there! :D @lcctheatre @mquintos
I’ve never felt so sober. I’ve never felt the low that I feel tonight. Your words made everything drag on and on.
I finally found her, and when I did I just couldn’t make things right. Is this really happening? Oh God, I think I just ruined my life.
What the fuck am I doing? I can’t tell the difference from wrong and right. I second guess my decisions cause I haven’t been this person in my whole life. I think I need something new here, when I keep longing for what I had. No need for second opinions, I do the best I can to ruin what I have.This wasn’t part of my vision.
The optimist in me swore we could make this last, but no. You ruined my favorite records. I listen to them and think of you. I just hope you remember all of the countless times that I believed in you, for what?Just know that it kills me when I hear anything to do with you. If you don’t see it, just believe me. I need to be right where you are. You know that I’m leaving and you won’t hear until a year from now, but this kills me cause now I hate that everything’s about you.
Don’t think you’ve got to go it alone here. I’ve got nothing left to hide. You’ve got time, just make up your mind
I thought this was what you wanted, someone who gets everything right. I thought this was what you wanted, someone to put you first in their life. Cause we’re running out of time.
Confessions in a Late-Night Laundromat
With everything that’s happened, I naturally turned to the one person who hasn’t let me down for support. I fucked up, there’s no sugarcoating it, but even knowing that and the fact that this is the third time I’ve come to him for help on this, he still never fails to give me the guidance I need, even when he’s having troubles of his own. I just wish I’d listened to him sooner.
The biggest take away from tonight: I need to re-evaluate my priorities and find my independence. I need to stop being so afraid of being alone. I need to be my own person, separate from everyone and everything. I need to stop thinking I belong to anyone else but myself. I can’t take on the emotions of other people when I’m barely equipped to handle my own. I need to have more self-control. I need to be stronger. I need to be a little more selfish.
I need to figure out what I want.
Ultimately, believe that now, more than ever, things will eventually fall into place exactly as they should. Maybe not now, and probably not all at once, but with time, things will work out for the better.
Me: Jeffrey, lets take a picture!
Mom: I WANT TO BE IN IT!
LOL uhh, okay mom. Christening a Samaniego todaaay~ (at Mater Dei Catholic Church)
everyone’s talkin’ about bein done with their first year of college/being done with finals
and i’m just sitting here like…i have 3 more midterms and 4 more finals to take
Fuck dude, seriously.
So like, I can almost die happy, guys. Met the entire cast except Zachary Quinto and Zoe Saldana :c BUT WHATEVS I GOT A PICTURE WITH CAPTAIN PIKE (Bruce Greenwood) AND STARED INTO CHRIS PINE’S DEEP BLUE EYES ❤😍😍😍 I swear, his face has the power to bring world peace. He’s so beautiful cx I CAN’T WAIT FOR IT TO BE THURSDAAAY <3 #startrekintodarkness thanks for telling me about/taking me to the premiere @yurienokida ! Hawwmies4lyfe c: (at TCL Chinese Theatre)
Last night
You said you ended up in Palm Springs dancin’ on tables.
Almost fought some bitch at the club.
Got kicked out of your hotel and lost your shoes.
Well fuck
What am I supposed to be, impressed?
You’re just another set of bones to lay to rest.
It’s time to say good night, hope you had a really good time.
Been stuck in my head since Saturday. There’s one too many people I really feel the need to say this to.
Happy Mother’s Day to the woman who allowed my brother and I to escape from her womb and has successfully survived our bullshit for the past 19 years! She isn’t perfect, but she does her damn best to be a great mother. Thanks for being so patient, mom ☺ I promise I’ll get you that house in Del Mar someday! #mothersday #whyismybrothersotall #whyamisoshort
The only two great sets of the night were Mayday Parade and Pierce the Veil. I wasn’t really expecting much from All Time Low because I never really liked their music, but I didn’t think it would make me so angry. Let me tell you about shit I’m not okay with: it is beyond disgusting to come to a show and see a band like All Time Low take the stage and start their set by BEGGING the girls in the crowd to meet them after the show and give them blowjobs, and then later beg us to let them give us their “man lotion.” And be serious about it. There is no musician out there who is talented enough to deserve the right to say stupid shit like that TO THEIR FANS. Any ounce of respect I ever had for them is completely gone. But otherwise, tonight was pretty great. Thanks for turning the night around, PTV! Now on the hunt for TDWP… (at SOMA)
